From NO to YES

Guys before you start reading the actual post let me clarify some things...

I absolutely have no idea why i am writing this post
I also dont know who told me to write it then
I dont feel that anybody will understand what i have written...
In case if anybody does....lucky you ..you will be eligible to apply in NSA (National Security Agency, America) to crack those mysterious codes ;) lol.
Guys, Its neither a poetry nor a prose...i dont know what it is
Maybe it is my mind's lingo....
I know i am sounding insane but i cant stop my mind from thinking
n ya.....please dont unfollow me after reading this insane post...it sometimes happens to the wierd inside me :)
so bear with me this time n here i go......


                                                           From NO to YES
Woman of substance u think are you ?
I shouted quietly n asked myself once...

Being surprised as to why on earth the question asked
i waited for myself ...as getting an answer was not at all an easy task

Memories flashed n events recollected..
Remembered the successes n mistakes were highlighted

Every moment of life was analysed
and finally there came an answer

YES and NO
Yes was welcome but NO disturbed the core

I couldnt ask myself - "Why the damn NO?"
coz I myself already knew the reson for that answer so

Disgusted by the reasons for that damn NO
I cursed the real culprit fragile and uncontrollable mind
which was of my very very own.

When gloomy n doomy all i was
the 'YES' which lingered in the background suddenly popped up and said

'Dont sulk my dear..for you i am always there'
Together we will turn stones and make a way for the damn NO
to go forever go away..

Happily i agreed with an optimism gushing out..
here i am talking the support of the YES to knock the NO out.

Now I know few days later when i will ask the same question
Woman of substance u think are you ?

I know pat the answer will come "YES YES YES'


P.S : you are free to post your interpretations ....provided u have time... as i have no itentions to waste your time on this :)

7 comments:

  1. hey Kasturi....3 days and no comments....u r loosing ur fan following...but i will alwayz be thr...but frankly speaking...this one got bounced...

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  2. Truely speaking wasnt expecting annnny comment on this post :) seein ur comment is a real treat :)Thanks 4 bein there :)
    I was sure no-one would understand coz i dint want anyone to :)
    Someday i will write the interpration for ppl to understand :)
    Hey @ my fan following-the traffic feed and my google analytics showed that most of my followers read the post
    but i am sure it was a real bouncer for them too :)

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  3. My GOSH ...
    that was so profound and positive to the Core
    What are you girlie ??? Great
    -Nikki

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  4. You might be referring this to a particular situation, but my interpretation goes general.

    Many times we face situations where we know deep within ourselves that we have to go YES - we know we have to do that thing, but we don't - we procrastinate, we put off, we say let's do it next time, we say NO. We hope, in optimism, that we'd do it next time, but story repeats, situation changes, with the same hope again n again like an infinite loop.

    If u meant to say this - good.
    If u didn't mean this - still good.

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  5. Bounce.. Bounce Bounce...total Bounce...
    will read it again to unfold the hidden mystery of ur mind .. But whatever u wrote is look like its coming out of ur heart..

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  6. Mayank pushpam singhFebruary 7, 2011 at 1:15 AM

    It's good 4udat u realize dat4evry1 der props self doubt;but its great dat u let self belief conquer.n dat defines u

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  7. @Mayank
    You have got closest to the correct state !
    Great !
    Thanks for the comment :)

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